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| Wow I'm a psycho |
| 07.07.04 (9:32 pm) [edit] |
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This last week has been a really bad trip to say the least. I don't even know how I feel anymore. Life has just gotten fucked up it seems. I have moodswings now! I've never had moodswings. and allot of this is all because I can't get over something, because I'm pathetic. I have to keep feeling this way untill it's pushed me to insainity. I'm becoming paranoid and questioning everything, even my trust in people, and that's something I've never wanted to do, hell it makes me feel like an asshole, like I've already betrayed them, because I even think that they would betray me, if that even makes any fucking sense! I'm just confused about everything, I tryed talking to my best friend and even that did'nt help at all. This is just getting really bad, and I don't want to lose good friends over this. I'm really scarred that I might. On top of that, I have online school stuff I need to work on, and this is just making it hard for me to get anything done. well I'm done. comments might be helpful.
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| The future is far away place...... |
| 07.05.04 (9:35 pm) [edit] |
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Well I'm going to be going to College in Florida, which means I'm gonna be leaving everyone I care about, to fullfill my career plans. The more I think about it I really don't want to. My two best friends Angela and David are my only reasons for not wanting to go. They mean everything to me, and leaving them is gonna be the hardest thing I've ever had to do, but I realize that If I want to achieve my dreams of making it big in the Animation Industry I'm gonna have to go. It's gonna be scarry leaving this small little area in Ohio, for a large City in Florida, hell I don't even have my licence yet, and I'm talking about moving to Florida. Well I know these last few months of living up here are gonna be Hell, just waiting for the big day when I'm gonna have to say Goodbye, for a very long time. It's like waiting on Death Row, ya know? welll leave comments if ya feel like it.
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